Going Public?

I dont know if this is the right time to post this up right now, not when there are so many other much NOT trivial concerns of the world no? natural disasters, human racism, macdonalds and pigs, and what nots, and whatever.

But i do need to stop treating my fork like a shovel. (and everyone goes glaring behind their computer screens) Ya, okay, i know, i'm not fat. But everybody has their ideals, and currently, my very much inner foodie is conflicting terribly with my weight loss goals.

After my china trip, i gained a whopping super massive 2kg in a month. And ever since returning from that trip, ive been running at least 5km a day, and doign yoga at least once a week.( i really surprise myself sometimes. hah!) But the food rationing plan still hasnt worked out yet. I'm trying, i'm trying. And it really bugs me sometimes, i dont want to talk to ppl, i dont want to go out, i dont want to look at myself.

So, here i am, begging this society to oh-so-singaporean society to stop eating such sumptuous spreads of food during gatherings, to stop setting up bakeries to lure me over to the carbohydra-den (so i call it), to stop advertising food commercials, to stop publishing food journals online, to stop having such good food all over la, la, la.

Please. I'm trying to lose this tummy.